Allah Mengetahui Segalanya.


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Asslamualaikum..


hey people..
around the world..
today i'm feeling so sad..hehe..
sejuknya pagi ni..
angin mencengkam jiwa raga..
sangat sejuk..
i am just sitting here..browsing through my laptop..
then tiba tiba ternampak iklan fair n lovely..
yang sweet sweet tu pulak kat tv..
and i was like, :) ..
sedihnya..


so i keep on browsing..
i know i just shouldn't do this..bukak bukak profile ni..
tu..haha
i want to tell you a tale..
 another sad princess tale..
a tale from her heart..
words from her mind..phrase from the love that she had.. :)


sometimes i just don't know what to do..
don't know what to think..
don't know what to say..
not even how to react..
everything about him are just there to be miss..
to be heard echoing in my heart..
to be remembered everyday in my mind..

i never know what is the problem..
i'll never know what was the issue since back then,,
what i know now is everything's been hurting me..
from outside to the inside..
cutting deep down into my soul..
where he seems to be fine..

i would try to step back away from you..
i tried to bring myself away..
i tried to run afar..where nobody would know me..
but at the end it's only you that i see..
it's only your voice that i hear everyday through my tears..
it's your breath that i breath every second through my day..

i know i'm not a good girl..
i don't deserve a good guy either..
but for Allah sake, i'm trying..
i'm trying to be better..
for the good of everyone..
for my future..
and believe me.
it's not a better guy that i deserve..cause i'm nobody..
i don't deserve another guy..
i just deserve you..a better you..

i want you to be in my future..
i want you to lead me through the way..
i want you to be the imam in my solah one day..
i want you to be my company in jannah, if God wills.
i want you..just you.

through my years handling you..
facing you..
being besides you..
everything about you are beautiful..
a gift from Allah..
to make you different from any other people..
cause please remember something from me..
EVEN IF THERE ARE THOUSANDS OF GORGEOUS FACE PASS BY,
I WOULD STILL BE LOOKING AT THE ONE I LOVE..
you.

Allah said :



i love you, with all my heart.

but i'm sorry..
if there isn't any tomorrow or me to be beside you..
i'm sorry.

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